Believe In The Moment

by Jeanne Henderson

The I Am Not Good Enough Program

Experiencing pain and isolation is often related to the I Am Not Good Enough Program. This program perceives a flaw, a flaw that manifests as you being not chosen or performing in life to your optimum potential. Signs of this program include:

1. Wrong marriage partners - settling for partners that can not possibly fill your needs

2. Betrayal - feeling betrayed by people in your life

3. Rejection - feeling rejected by different people in your life

4, Non motivation - what is the use

5. Trying and not succeeding - moving from one thing to another, or short term satisfaction

6. Unrequited love and lack of satisfaction in relationships - not receiving the love you desire

7. Ridiculed when do speak up and often misinterpreted

8. Separation feelings from family or others

This program is created at a very early age, when a child sees or feels their needs are not being met. Crying and not being held or cuddled, hungry and not being fed, etc. The child will begin to sense they are not good enough, helpful enough, cute enough, and the stories are endless. They are at a position where they themselves can not obtain the desired thing, or feeling and this sets up a program of unrequited love. I desire, I do not obtain. Often trust factors of others plays a tremendous role, it is very hard for these individuals to trust others as there is a program belief that states, “Others do not love me enough to fulfill my needs, hence I must not be good enough”.

To move beyond this damaging and sabotaging belief a person must realize they created this belief. The parents often were programmed to not spoil a child, or let the child cry and learn to comfort themselves. This individual will often times take on an illusionary perception that they are actually better than others to defuse the pain and suffering. This sets up a false ego identity that actually keep more people away from them, thus the self sabatoge.

If you are one of these, and there are many who are living under this belief system a balancing needs to take place integrating the “I am not Good Enough” and “I am better than”, the polarity and duality these people face keep them in a state of imbalance and non movement. An example of this would be a man doing factory work, feeling this is all he can obtain because he does not feel smart enough for other things, on the other hand he is very religious and feels better than others because he has the answers where religion is concerned.

The balance is “I AM”, there is no qualifier of the I AM, just I AM who I AM. No judgement put on the I AM, of course referring to the not good enough, or better than.

When these individuals move into the I AM alone, they are releasing the limitations that were set up by their qualifiers.

When you feel you are part of the whole, you are neither less than or better than, Your energy now resides within the whole, not fractured.

These programs of conflict can be seen everywhere. There are in yourself and the world at large.

I am in control - I am a victim (in some area)

I am good person - Good things never happen to me - I am not good enough to get what I want

I am loving - I do not have enough love in my life - I am not receiving love

I am caring - Others do not seem to care - I am not cared for

I am free- some things are impossible here on earth - Humans are not free

The list goes on and on……..

From a world view

One political party against another

One nation against others

One religious view against others

One form of government against others

Scientific research against Inspiration Knowing

One race against another

I am that I am, I am and that in itself is miraculous.

You are choosing what you want to be as soon as you put a qualifier after the I am. It is humans nature and their divine right to qualify the I am. When you are choosing your perceptions be clear, and look for the opposite program as this is what really keeps a person stuck.