Believe In The Moment

Past Life Regression with Nelson

We started the hypnosis.  I sat on a chair beside him, as he lay on his bed carefully listening and concentrating on my verbal instruction: "As you walk trough the tunnel I will count to five.  And when I will reach the number five you will see a past life that you want to explore. One...  Two... Three... Four... Five."    

Lianne:           You are now in a past life. What do you see?    

Nelson:          I'm in a house sitting at a table.    

Lianne:           Are you alone?    

Nelson:           No. My father, mother and brother are with me at the table.    

Lianne:           What are you doing?    

Nelson:          Eating.    

Lianne:           Is there anything else happening?    

Nelson:          Yes. Father is angry with me.  He's always angry.    

Lianne:           Do you love your father?    

Nelson:          No. I hate him.    

Lianne:           And your mother do you love her?    

Nelson:          Yes, I love my mother.    

Lianne:           How old are you?    

Nelson:          I'm twelve.    

Lianne:           Go further ahead in time. Tell me what you see.     

Nelson:          I'm outside on a street and my mother is walking ahead of me.    

Lianne:           Where are you going?    

Nelson:           I don't know.  A horse and carriage is coming fast. It's out of control! My mother does not see it. I yell for her to get out of the way, but...  but I'm too late - the horse tramples my mother.    

Lianne:           What happened after that?    

Nelson:           Everyone gathered around my mother to help her but there was nothing they could do.  She died on the street.    

Lianne:           How old are you at this time?    

Nelson:          I am sixteen.    

Lianne:           Where are your father and brother?     

Nelson:          They are dead.    

Lianne:           When did they die?    

Nelson:          Two years ago.    

Lianne:           What did they die of?    

Nelson:          There was an epidemic. They died of the illness.    

Lianne:           Do you have any family left?    

Nelson:          No, none.    

Lianne:           Go further ahead in that life and tell me what you see.    

Nelson:          I am with my girlfriend, we're sitting by the lake.    

Lianne:           How old are you?    

Nelson:          Twenty

Lianne:           Do you know where you live?    

Nelson:          In the United States.    

Lianne:           What is your girlfriend’s name?    

Nelson:          Annette.    

Lianne:           Is she pretty, do you love her?    

Nelson:          Ah! She is very pretty and I do love her.    

Lianne:           Go further on in time and tell me what happens.    

Nelson:          Annette is crying.    

Lianne:           Why?    

Nelson:          She is very upset with me.    

Lianne:           Why?    

Nelson:          Because I went out with another woman and she found out.    

Lianne:           Why did you go with another woman.    

Nelson:           Because this other women wanted me. And I... should not have...  but I did.  Annette is very angry and she's crying. I tell her it won’t happen again but she doesn't believe me. She is standing by the window and she says that she can never trust me that she would rather die than continue to live.  I beg and plead with her trying to convince her that it's her that I love and that I made a terrible mistake... She just looked at me than turned and then she jumped out the window!    

Lianne:           What do you do then?    

Nelson:           I just run out. I run into the street and I continued to run. I don't know where I’m going I just want to get away.  Away from everyone.  I don't want to see anyone anymore.  I don't want to love anyone anymore.  Everyone I ever loved has died. I never want to love again - it hurts too much.    

Lianne:           Go further ahead in time.  Tell me what happens to you?  Where are you?    

Nelson:          In a saloon.    

Lianne:           What are you doing?    

Nelson:           Nothing, just standing here. There's a girl up there on the second floor interior balcony.  She wants me and she's coming towards me.  She doesn't speak but leans up against me and gestures to me to follow her upstairs and I do so. I'm going to give her what she wants.    

Lianne:           You don't know her?    

Nelson:          No. She's just another whore around this place.    

Lianne:           Do you go out with all the girls?    

Nelson:          Not all, just the nice ones.    

Lianne:           Do you love any girl?    

Nelson:          Nah! They're all the same.    

Lianne:           The girls like you?    

Nelson:          Sure. They like my looks.    

Lianne:           What is your name?    

Nelson:          Jimmy.    

Lianne:           Do you work?    

Nelson:          Nah!    

Lianne:           How do you live?    

Nelson:          I get money.  I play cards or some needy girl gives me money.    

Lianne:           Why don't you get a job?    

Nelson:          Don't need to.    

Lianne:           Are you smart?    

Nelson:          That's not important.    

Lianne:           What is important?    

Nelson:          Nothing is.    

Lianne:           Go further ahead in life and tell me what happens to you.    

Nelson:          I'm in my room, it's very hot.    

Lianne:           What are you doing?    

Nelson:          I'm just lying down.     

Lianne:           How old are you?    

Nelson:          Fifty-four.    

Lianne:           What happens?    

Nelson:           Someone's at the door.  I get up to answer the door but someone kicks it in and.  Ugh!  He shot me!    

Lianne:           Do you die?    

Nelson:           Yes he shot me in the lungs.  I can see myself lying on the floor in that little dingy room.    

At that point I ended the session.  I told Nelson that at the count of five he would wake and be refreshed and would remember all that he said. One... Two... Three... Four.... Five.    

We were both surprised how well it went.  Nelson was totally fascinated by his incarnation as Jimmy.  Jimmy was so different to what Nelson is in this life.  Nelson is very interested in intellectual pursuits.  Jimmy spent a life alone Nelson has many friends and is part of a large, loving family. Jimmy seemed to use girls to play around with and did not love them at all.  Nelson unfortunately, in this life has not been very lucky with girls.  He falls in love with them but they don't fall in love with him. Nelson is thirty-nine years old now and still a bachelor.    

We had several sessions together and learned about many of his different lives but Nelson always was intrigued by the ‘Jimmy' life as we called it.  Nelson suffers from asthma attacks and we were able to find its origin.  In his ‘Jimmy' life he was involved in a fire which caused the death of the woman he was with.  We suspect that he was responsible for the fire.  Through hypnosis we were able to find out when the asthma attacks started in this life.  It seemed to have been triggered one day when he was a teenager.  He was in the bathroom of his parent’s home and for fun he lit a towel on fire. He soon put it out under the running water at the sink. It created a lot of smoke and mades a terrible mess. Since that day he has been plagued with asthma attacks. Nelson found the regression very interesting and answered many questions that he had about this present life.

This has been a excerpt of my novel, lifetimes of love.