Believe In The Moment

Regression of a First Life with a Twin Flame

by Linda Beauvais

I ask John to enter the very first incarnation on this plane.    

Liane:            Where are you what are you feeling?

John only moves and squirms, he make faces and looks very uncomfortable.    

Liane:            What's the matter?

John does not answer but continues squirming.   

Liane:             You can tell me what is going on as though you are just an observer and you can speak.    

John:              I'm not comfortable. I don't like this feeling at all.  I cannot move! I am inside this thing and I don't know what to do.    

Liane:             Go ahead in time and tell what happens when you get used to your body.     

John:              It is strange. I'm in a body but there is someone else also here with me. I can feel that body too.  We can communicate through our thoughts.  It is strange we have found that we must put some substance in our bodies to have strength.  That other body does not have a body like mine, it’s different.  We both don't know what to do and wonder what to make of it all.  Our bodies are different, hers is soft and smaller than mine, mine is hairy and I have parts she does not and she has parts that I do not.  We both do not know.  We must put substance in our bodies because our bodies will hurt if we don't.    

Liane:             Go ahead in time and tell me when you both are accustomed to your bodies. What are you doing?    

John:              I am hunting. We must eat, this is what we must do.    

Liane:             Tell me, is there a name for the place you live?    

John:              Yes.    

Liane:             What is the name of this place?    

John:               It sounds like. Jhavan.    

Liane:             Are there other people with you?    

John:              They are not with me, but there are others that have been here longer than us and they show us how to live.    

Liane:             Have you gotten accustomed to your bodies yet?    

John:               Yes, Miah and I are used to our bodies.  We have found that I feel everything she feels and she feels everything I feel.  We do not need to talk, as we must with other people. We have found out why our bodies are different.  We've also discovered what it is, that I do with the part that she does not have and, that it feels good. Very good!    

Liane:            Um! I see. Could you tell me if Miah is Liane in your present life now?    

John:             No.    

Liane:            Is it someone you know in this present lifetime?    

John:              I'm not sure, I don't know.    

Liane:            Go ahead in time again, and tell me what happens.    

John:              It's funny. Miah's stomach is getting bigger and bigger.  I feel it too, I feel that she has something inside.  I don't understand it.    

Liane:            Go ahead in time and tell me what happens.   

John:              Aaahhh! I am in great pain because Miah is in pain.  Ah! It’s bad.  Very painful and I don't know what to do, something is happening to her and I cannot help her because I feel it too.  Something is coming out of her!  Aaaaaahhh!!!!    

Liane:             Tell me what's happening?    

John:              It is better now.  We have found that another body comes out of Miah, a small one. It is made like my body.  It was attached by something like a rope, I cut it, and now this little body just screams.  It needs food like we do.  It has no teeth. Miah takes the small body in her arms and it stops crying, it puts its mouth on her. And I feel like it's sucking her neck.  It moves and it's still sucking, now it is sucking her breast!  It feels funny.  I think there is something coming out, I think this is how it gets nourishment.    

Liane:             Go ahead in time and tell me what happens.    

John:              Miah is getting a big stomach again, this time we know what it is. Our boy now has grown, he can now walk.    

Liane:             Tell me, this boy is it someone you know in your present lifetime?    

John:               Yes.    

Liane:             Who is it?    

John:              James.    

Liane:             Go further ahead in time after you have had the second baby.    

John:              This time the body is like Miah.    

Liane:             And do you know if this girl is someone in your present lifetime?    

John:              Yes, I do know.    

Liane:              Who is it?    

John:               It is Liane.    

Liane:              Go further ahead again in time and tell me what happens to your family?    

John:               I am feeling much pain, something is wrong; Miah is not with me, I am afraid something has happened to her.  I don't know what to do,  I am in much pain. I can hardly move... What's happening?  All of a sudden I cannot feel her any more I don't understand. I must find Miah.    

Liane:            Do you find her?    

John:             Yes much later but I can hardly look at her.    

Liane:            What do you see?    

John:             She no longer has life in her. I don't dare look.    

Liane:            What happened to her?    

John:             She was killed by an animal. I don't know what animal.    

Liane:            How do you feel?    

John:             I feel... I feel sad, I don't understand.  I've never felt this way before.    

Liane:            Tell me what kind of dwelling you have?    

John:             I don't understand.    

Liane:            Where do you live? Where do you sleep?    

John:              We have constructed a dwelling of mud.    

Liane:             Like a cave?    

John:              No. But caves are fine too.    

Liane:             Go further ahead in time and tell me how is it now without Miah?    

John:              It is very different, sometimes I have difficulty doing things because I've never done them before, it was always Miah who did them.  Yet for some reason I know how to do them.    

Liane:             I guess she is still with you in spirit?    

John:              I don't know.    

Liane:            Do you take care of your children?    

John:              Yes.    

Liane:             How old is the boy?    

John:              Well, we have discovered there are cycles & patterns in the air, Times when water falls from the sky. Other times when the light in the sky is so hot we must stay in the shade, but the food is plentiful, at other times we must search very far for food.  My boy is twelve summers, and my girl is ten.     

Liane:            How do you feel about your daughter?    

John:             Very strange feelings.    

Liane:             Why are they strange?    

John:              I didn't expect to feel her emotions like I do.    

Liane:             Is it the same as it was with Miah?    

John:              Similar yes.    

Liane:             Go forward three summers.    

John:              Very strange, things happen I guess because of their ages.  They have yearnings, something I can't help them with.    

Liane:            Because you did not live it?    

John:              Yes. They talk to me. They say that each has met someone and they feel what they call ‘yearning' for that person.    

Liane:             Go further ahead tell me what happens as your daughter gets older, does she go with this person?    

John:              Yes.    

Liane:             Can you tell me if this person is someone you know in this present life?    

John:              Yes.    

Liane:            Who is it?    

John:             It is Gabriel.    

Liane:            How do you react to this person?    

John:             I'm puzzled by my emotions. I feel challenged.    

Liane:            Why?    

John:              I wonder the same thing, these feelings are new to me.    

Liane:            Go ahead in time and tell me what happens to your daughter.    

John:              I don't know. She has joined with him and I haven't seen her since.    

Liane:            And your son, what has happened to him?    

John:             He was joined with another but he is not gone.    

Liane:            How do you feel about not seeing your daughter any more?    

John:              I don't like it, I feel lonely. I have no one that reminds me of Miah. I would like to see my daughter.    

Liane:            How do you feel about the person that she has joined with?    

John:              I feel he has taken her away, my only line with Miah, and I feel alone.

I then had a conversation with Volka John's spirit guide about the regression that we just had. I kneeded to know more about twin flames. 

Liane:             VOLKA in that last regression that John and I did, in his first incarnation with his twin flame,  does John know his twin flame in this life?  And why does he not recognize her?    

VOLKA:         JOHN DOES KNOW HIS TWIN FLAME IN THIS LIFE, BUT HE HAS NOT AND IS NOT READY TO KNOW WHO SHE IS.    

Liane:             VOLKA was that life my first life on the physical plane?    

VOLKA:         NO, YOU HAD LIVED BEFORE, YOUR FIRST INCARNATION WAS ALSO THROUGH A GROWN BODY WITH YOUR TWIN FLAME.    

Liane:             Did I know John's soul before he incarnated?    

VOLKA:        YES, OF COURSE, YOU DID.    

Liane:             VOLKA, did I know Gabriel before that first incarnation with John?    

VOLKA:         YES, YOU DID.    

Liane:             Could he be my twin flame. Of course, you won't tell me, will you?    

VOLKA:         YOU MUST KNOW YOURSELF.    

Liane:             Figures... VOLKA why is it hard to be with our twin flame? I mean I'm sure that there are many people that are with their twin flame and they're perfectly happy.  No?    

VOLKA:         THERE ARE MANY TWIN FLAMES THAT ARE PERFECTLY HAPPY.  THIS IS TRUE, THEY HAVE MANAGED TO GO FULL CIRCLE WITH THEIR EMOTIONS.  THEY ARE STILL OPPOSITES BUT THEY UNDERSTAND AND LOVE THEIR OPPOSITE AS MUCH AS THEY UNDERSTAND AND LOVE THEMSELVES. WHEN TWIN FLAMES HAVE NOT GONE FULL CIRCLE, NOT ONLY CAN THEY NOT ACCEPT THEIR OPPOSITE, THEY DO NOT FULLY ACCEPT THEMSELVES. ONE IS ALWAYS TRYING TO CHANGE THE OTHER.  IT IS A STRUGGLE OF EQUAL FORCE THAT CAN BE NEVER-ENDING AND QUITE DRAMATIC AT TIMES.  TWIN FLAMES CAN HURT EACH OTHER VERY DEEPLY AND IT CAN TAKE MANY LIVES TO RECOVER.  THIS IS WHY BEFORE SOULS HAVE COMPLETED A FULL CIRCLE OF EMOTIONS, IT IS GOOD THAT ONE CAN ALSO BE VERY HAPPY WITH A SOULMATE. THEY CAN HAVE VERY DEEP AND LASTING LOVE FOR EACH OTHER.    

Liane:             Should that be a goal in life to go full circle with the spectrum of emotions VOLKA?    

VOLKA:         THAT IS A GOOD GOAL, ONE THAT TAKES MANY LIVES TO ACCOMPLISH.  HOWEVER THE ULGIMATE GOAL IS TO LOVE YOURSELF AS THE GREAT HUMAN BEING THAT YOU ARE. WITH THAT LOVE YOU WILL BE ABLE TO ACCEPT AND LOVE ALL HUMAN BEINGS WITH THEIR WEAKNESSES AND DIFFERENCES NO MATTER WHO THEY ARE.  WHAT WE FEEL FOR OTHERS SHOULD BE A REFLECTION OF WHAT WE FEEL ABOUT OURSELVES. WE MUST LOVE OURSELVES BEYOND ALL LIMITS.